Yesterday i got drunk...i drank Tanduay...why?coz i wanna let out my hurt feelings...i wanna burst it out...so did i...i was so hurt of thinking that anytime i might lose him...things are getting complicated for us...things are getting worse...coz at the first place,we knew anytime we could get this way...i cried a lot.. was bleeding...
6pm- he arrived...he was also sad..he knew i ws hurt...he was sick also..he cannot think clearly...but one thing that hurt me most yesterday..it was seeing him seemed giving up...that hurt me alot... but he told me he wont give up...he just try to fix things for us.. we wont be seeing each other for days...well..dat is also sad..i will miss him a lot...the question is..will he come back for me?or i will just learn to accept that i am slowly losing him...
the girl..she sent me msgs...that she wont stop til she knows who i really am..i was a bit frightened..but i dont care..i still want to hold on...i believe him...
whatever happens...time will tell when to let go...hope it is never too late...
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