For Smile This Father's Day

Smile...uv been a great lover for me....you've proven enough to see your worth...and i really feel bad that u felt that u are not appreciated....

iv appreciated you a lot....it just doesnt show...coz we are overshadowed with hate and anger coz of the trials we're having these times.....

how i wish i could make u feel that u are loved more than ever.

i may not tell this to u often but u are incomparable to anyone...coz nagiisa ka lang....other may not understand you but i do....

as a father of my baby,i will tell our baby that u are so great...that we are lucky having a Daddy like you....

il pray that we'll overcome these all...
wla tayong trials na di nalampasan noon...and my faith never fails me....

i love you.....noon..ngayon....and til my last heartbeat....


Always, SmileKaren--06.20.09

The Things That Threatens Our Relationship

There are lot of things that threaten our relationship....we always argue...we also fight...we raise voices to each other...im afraid we're losing respect to each other....and if it so,everything will be going down...
...maybe these are all happening coz of the problems that came into our lives....
i got pregnant...and a lot of unexpected events that happened....sa sobrang problematic ni Smile...at sa pagbubuntis ko narin..nagiging complicated ang lahat....

sana di dumating ang panahon na isa sa amin ang bibitaw....and il make sure na hindi ako yon...alam kong time will come na our relationship will come to an end..but i dont want to be like this...

soon,we'll be having our baby...yokong hatred ang nanatili samin til dumating ang bata..i want our baby feel na "love" ang bumuo skanya....

we're in deep shit sa relationship nmin..and im praying so hard na matapos na ito...!!!

sabagay,it's my fault....ngayong nagbubuntis ako..maxado akong nagger....maxadong doubtful ng mind ko....maxadong insecure sa time...sa lahat....
and maybe that's the reason why nag-aaway kmi...
ksi nman marami sanang dapat na di dapat..!!!
kaya sana maintindihan din niya...
he always tells me na ako tong di nakakaintindi..
i knw his hardships...
i knw his pressures...
and i also wanna be with him sa mga tyms na gnon..
paano?di na ksi kmi nagkakasma ng madalas..
maxado xang focused sa work..ksi nga mayron na xang bigger responsibility sakin now...

maybe time will come na magkakaintindihan na kmi...
sana it wont end...i mean our relationship...

why?coz i love him...
i want my baby to know his father....
alam kong we cant be together officially..but im hoping that we'd make a great fmily.